and so junior year is well under way and well it is definately living up to its title. one thing that still bothers me though is all this talk about college and im here
sitting here
blogging
and i still have no idea what i wanna do with my life. What should shang do for the rest of his life? possible majors heh. and supposedly im supposed to pick something that i enjoy doing and turn it into a job. gotta bring that food to that dinner table yo. so what do i enjoy doing?

leemmmee see here

i like to think. and its just about what i do most of the time, just space out and think. think. and then i become oblivious to my surroundings and everything becomes obscured and fuzzy and blaeh and things seem to s l o w d o w n   a n d   t h i s   i s   w h e r e   t h e   n a r r a t o r ' s   v o i c e   b e c o m e s   p r o g r e s s i v e l y     s   l   o   w   e   r     a   n   d     g   e   t     s       l       o         w       e      r       i      n      p      i       t       c       h

o wait. actually that would be when im lacking sleep not when im spacing out. so that had nothing to do with what i was talking about. o well. this post is going nowhere. i should end it. but NO, i must feed more words to the ever hungry wailing of the blog and finish what i was talking about. so i just have to find someone who'll pay me to think. philosophers think a lot right? but how do philosophers make money besides writing books. i could just follow the urging of my parents and become a doctor, but i really just cant see myself as a doctor. and i just completely forgot where i was going to go with this post. and this is just becoming rambling rambling rambling. this is getting boring. im going to bed. hey i can actually go to bed early today.